good intentions

A song at church today entitled "We are human" made me think of somethings that have been bothering me the last couple of days.

I sometimes find myself making bad decisions, doing stupid things, letting myself fall too hard to fast, etc.

99.9% of all those things are solely based on emotion.

and here I thought I was always thinking logically!>!

But...I am human.

I make mistakes, do stupid things and have moments of insecurities.

We all have our moments.

Mistakes show us what needs improving.

However,
The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.

Thats a hard thing for me.

Im so worried Im going to screw something up ,so I end up screwing it up.

Does that make sense?

Sometimes its not totally my fault.. Some people just have no tolerance for others insecurities, mistakes, etc.

Uggh... I hate that. I always have good intentions. Whether it is showing love to someone, nurturing someone, protecting someone, etc... Its just that sometimes my actions arent in line with my intentions.

Im still learning...